Back in Az

So because of the drama that happened i home i basically gave my mom an option you kick my brother out, or i leave, if you're smart you will know the answer by the title of the blog. At first i was like you're a horrible mother, but then i saw her face, she looked up at me and said 'I don't want you to go now that i got you back here" (in spanish =P) then and there i sat down with her and talked. She told me she doesn't like my brother being there either but that he is her son and she couldn't possibly do it. In my mind i was like if it would have been my sister or me that pulled something like that are asses would have been kicked out. but w/e i kept listening to her and i started to feel like an asshole after a while. she really doesn't like my brother but she fears he'll do something if she tried to kick him out. she told me the house and car wil be paid off soon and then with the money she makes she'll move closer to her family over here near mexico where you can get a house built for you for about 180k which is fuckin cheap. I got that deep anger inside me like when i was little and whenever i saw my brother i wanted to beat his ass, however she told me please don't do nothing, you get out and you'll be back sooner than you think. it is kind of weird time to realize it now that im old and what not but my mom loves me LMAO!!! anyways after more mushy stuff like that she asked do you need anything for school like a laptop. i was just like =O so yeah she bought me a laptop LMAO yes if you're my friend and you read this trust me i wanted to stay but i came over here just to give my mom hope that i will finish school and be a psychiatrist. i also gave her my word that i will try.... cut down on wow or maybe it will be no more, same for video games. well not quit video games but cut it down lol cmon me quit?!?! anyways ughhh...... i GUESS i love you guys w.e too much gayness anyways WAT UP MIKEY!!! A Train blog baby!