Art Inspiration and a mini bio

My inspiration from art comes from mainly 3D graphics the kinds that you see in video games. I play many video games and i always like to stop and look. I appreciate what game developers come up with because it is truly amazing. When it comes to real art one person i look up to is andy warhol. The man as crazy as he looked was an absolute genius. He crated his own art out of things that had already been done. thats kind of the way i like to be, in my graphic design art i use things that already exist in order to better in it in a way.

I was born and raised in La Puente, Ca. I lived in a valley and i was surrounded by mountains whereever i looked. Also from my house i can get a good look of sunsets. When looking at my art i think it kind of sticks out that i like to use like mountain ranges or something tall like skylines, big buildings in short. I also like the weird nonreal life colors. To me the color of a sunset is completely extraordinary so i tend to put that into my art whenever i get the chance.

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Brochure

November, December

June,July,August,September,October

Jan,Feb,March,April,May

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Color Wheel

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weird things

So anyways things been alright lately. one thing that changed is that i think about my crush alot more often and with all honesty when i do i become happy. but um lets see. idk why but i just feel weird lately. still cant sleep comfortably, and also i think about why i dont do things and if it is too late for anything. this halloween i wanted to do something but i didnt want to do something. weird no? anyways right now i dont feel like spitting my feelings cause im scared about something, which shouldnt really matter anymore but just i think i wont say anything maybe ill continue when im more comfortable. anyways yea haha good night imma try and study and ill see what time i go to sleep. peace pplz

Oops i forgot o i cant sleep

"Mayra is Beautiful", words said by Mayra lol. anyways i didnt forget about my blogs just fell asleep or something caught my attention like always. anyways school is going good so far ive done all my hw, uh i got to play my video games again. however one thing that is weird is that i been going to sleep at 1 or 2 am everyday and i dont know why. right now im like not tired. well jsut a little but not enuff to go to sleep. idk wats going on. also noises come out of my stomach and i feel a slight discomfort where my heart is. it feels likes its bubbling. anyways although i started getting happy with school,the military just doesnt let me go. idk why the reason is anymore! i do know that since ppl dont want me to go to the marines if i join the military it will be the air force, and if i do its because of the money for school that i will need when i go to med school. thats all i know so far. idk why it bugs me, wth is wrong wit me? do i need to get laid? lol! anyways ameen got his own blog today and he wrote about me lol. SORRY AMEEN IF I DIDNT MAKE IT ALL ABOUT YOU LMAO jk ill write another one for you. its jsut i skipped like a day or two and need to make up for it. anyways night pplz going to watch scrubs or something

HMM and yea

so today homework stress was very unnecessary. i had a take home midterm to do and a guy from class actually took advantage of my new will in school and told me our paper was due today. little asshole lied lol. and as for my midterm i hadnt finished it and it turns out our teacher extended it.... man! im happy but fuck! i could have done other things LOL! anyways. today was koo wen i got home i talked to mayra and we want to travel to all 50 states and take pictures in every state in a way to stereotype each one LOL like texas and cactus you know all that stuff. anyways i'm surprised i haven't written about this. actually only 3 of my friends know. but i really like her.... shes very funny and beautiful and she is very wise. i like her alot but what sucks is i cannot act on my feelings. she has not only moved to texas. but she is such a great friend to me and i have alot of fun talking to her, and well i don't wanna lose that..... when she would ask me who i liked? i would say its complicated. and i still do...its only that way cause its her i like .... anyways... life... crazy.... love.... dance.... lol.... HAHA man... life has so many ups and downs. and life is crazy. /sigh..... guilt...... aHHHHH anyways i aint tired but i got a midterm peace!

This weekend

So this weekend was completely random mainly just saturday. I was on the phone with my friend and well at like ten she got sleepy and i let her go. then my homie called and asked if i wanted to go for a cruise. anyways we drive for like 2 hours we eat jsut cruising. then we get some beers drink em. and were buzzed so we go to a club like at 12 or 1. i didnt expect anything but i had so much fuckin fun. we bought drinks met some ppl DANCED (i like to dance) and while iwas there dancing i realized how fun i was having and i guess with that fun my mind at the moment was telling me "see abel there is still happiness out there. i honestly had a badass time going out wit my friend. i get happy from seeing people happy. anyways my pursuit of happiness, you know im trying to recover from everything that has happened since i have come down here, is starting to look better. im trying harder in school now and im trying to take it serious, i am starting to have fun, and i am now expressing my feelings on my blog. I will for sure try to write everynight or whenever something pops up. i literally had about a million thoughts i wanted to write but this is a good sum up haha. anyways good night ppl PEACE!

Wise ppl

Don't worry, be happy. - Bob Marley

We accept the love we think we deserve. - The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Holding on to anger, resentment and hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughter and the lightness in your life. - Joan Lunden

If you want your life to be more rewarding, you have to change the way you think. - Oprah Winfrey

To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act. - Anatole France

Hope is a waking dream. - Aristotle

You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?" - George Bernard Shaw

Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them. - John Updike

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. - Ben Stein

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. - Sir Winston Churchill


These peoples words are going to be the inspiration for my new life.....
I need to grow up and love and appreciate everything i have.
I am sorry for all the people that i have wronged..... i hope everyone can forgive me for everything bad i ever did. I want to live a new life and if you are my friend or a person who has forgivin me, plz i invite you to live life with me.

Ahhhh Death...

So I just found out from my aunt that my grandpa passed away last night. So aside from having to come to arizona, going to school only to still get charged 1000 something to here a semester, NOT to mention that when i go back to school in cali i will be charged outta state, being away from my friends, EVERYTHING my gpa has to die. he was a great man i truly knew he loved me very much. whenever he visited he brought me something. Whenever he had came to visit, if something was bugging me he always knew. i would sit down and talk to him and he would listen and help me out. I LOVED that man i really loved him. im going to miss him... ALOT. just so you know if you're my friend and you read this. i love you. you're my friend cause i chose for you to be my friend not cause i met you at school and we started hanging out nope cause you guys know i hate alot of ppl. so yea i love you guys, I LOVE MY GRANDPA great man very great man. and imma stop writing now. R.I.P GRANDPA

Back in Az

So because of the drama that happened i home i basically gave my mom an option you kick my brother out, or i leave, if you're smart you will know the answer by the title of the blog. At first i was like you're a horrible mother, but then i saw her face, she looked up at me and said 'I don't want you to go now that i got you back here" (in spanish =P) then and there i sat down with her and talked. She told me she doesn't like my brother being there either but that he is her son and she couldn't possibly do it. In my mind i was like if it would have been my sister or me that pulled something like that are asses would have been kicked out. but w/e i kept listening to her and i started to feel like an asshole after a while. she really doesn't like my brother but she fears he'll do something if she tried to kick him out. she told me the house and car wil be paid off soon and then with the money she makes she'll move closer to her family over here near mexico where you can get a house built for you for about 180k which is fuckin cheap. I got that deep anger inside me like when i was little and whenever i saw my brother i wanted to beat his ass, however she told me please don't do nothing, you get out and you'll be back sooner than you think. it is kind of weird time to realize it now that im old and what not but my mom loves me LMAO!!! anyways after more mushy stuff like that she asked do you need anything for school like a laptop. i was just like =O so yeah she bought me a laptop LMAO yes if you're my friend and you read this trust me i wanted to stay but i came over here just to give my mom hope that i will finish school and be a psychiatrist. i also gave her my word that i will try.... cut down on wow or maybe it will be no more, same for video games. well not quit video games but cut it down lol cmon me quit?!?! anyways ughhh...... i GUESS i love you guys w.e too much gayness anyways WAT UP MIKEY!!! A Train blog baby!