Ahhhh Death...

So I just found out from my aunt that my grandpa passed away last night. So aside from having to come to arizona, going to school only to still get charged 1000 something to here a semester, NOT to mention that when i go back to school in cali i will be charged outta state, being away from my friends, EVERYTHING my gpa has to die. he was a great man i truly knew he loved me very much. whenever he visited he brought me something. Whenever he had came to visit, if something was bugging me he always knew. i would sit down and talk to him and he would listen and help me out. I LOVED that man i really loved him. im going to miss him... ALOT. just so you know if you're my friend and you read this. i love you. you're my friend cause i chose for you to be my friend not cause i met you at school and we started hanging out nope cause you guys know i hate alot of ppl. so yea i love you guys, I LOVE MY GRANDPA great man very great man. and imma stop writing now. R.I.P GRANDPA

Back in Az

So because of the drama that happened i home i basically gave my mom an option you kick my brother out, or i leave, if you're smart you will know the answer by the title of the blog. At first i was like you're a horrible mother, but then i saw her face, she looked up at me and said 'I don't want you to go now that i got you back here" (in spanish =P) then and there i sat down with her and talked. She told me she doesn't like my brother being there either but that he is her son and she couldn't possibly do it. In my mind i was like if it would have been my sister or me that pulled something like that are asses would have been kicked out. but w/e i kept listening to her and i started to feel like an asshole after a while. she really doesn't like my brother but she fears he'll do something if she tried to kick him out. she told me the house and car wil be paid off soon and then with the money she makes she'll move closer to her family over here near mexico where you can get a house built for you for about 180k which is fuckin cheap. I got that deep anger inside me like when i was little and whenever i saw my brother i wanted to beat his ass, however she told me please don't do nothing, you get out and you'll be back sooner than you think. it is kind of weird time to realize it now that im old and what not but my mom loves me LMAO!!! anyways after more mushy stuff like that she asked do you need anything for school like a laptop. i was just like =O so yeah she bought me a laptop LMAO yes if you're my friend and you read this trust me i wanted to stay but i came over here just to give my mom hope that i will finish school and be a psychiatrist. i also gave her my word that i will try.... cut down on wow or maybe it will be no more, same for video games. well not quit video games but cut it down lol cmon me quit?!?! anyways ughhh...... i GUESS i love you guys w.e too much gayness anyways WAT UP MIKEY!!! A Train blog baby!