Discipline and Determination

So i had a great weekend at my best friends house. he lives in an awesome place and i love the environment. while he was at school or work i would sit outside and think. or a long time everyone who knows me knows i always say o i should do this and that but yet i never do it. they're awesome ideas. but i never do anything. little by little i regret everything i never did. right now there is so much i want to do. i honestly believe alot of oppurtunities have been lost but like i always say "its never too late". this isn't a blog about like some emotional stuff. its just something that i started thinking about. only problem is i think i need some help. i need to know that the people i love are going to be there. i need them and i myself need the discipline and more determination.

fail at Round 1

last night was the most horrible moment for me in my street fighter career lol. I went to round 1 and embarassed myself. i lost to everyone. and when i say i lost, i mean i got styled on! i had met so many cool people and i feel i gave off a bad impression with my game play. idk whether or not to go back and just play some more, or just quit lol! jk. if i do go back im not going to play my main character. Rufus is meant to be dangerous, i was far from that.... whats going down tonight everyone.

New Year

Alright alright. New years was fuckiin awesome. had some pplz at my house and it was jsut an awesome way to bring in the new year. With the new years come new goals. Now ive never made new years resolutions, mainly because of the problems i have with broken promises. So... this year is the same however i have made goals that i plan on accomplishing. First goal is to lose 80-100 lbs this year. anything less than that and i will be disappointed. Its time for change, i aint getting any younger and well face it if things dont change ill die. Second, i been thinking alot about video games lately. THere was a time after high school where i didnt play at all. I just recently returned and i feel like my magic has some what faded. This year i plan to win back my magic, and start joining tournaments. My goal is to make a name for myself. I know i dont have a system or anything but i won't let that stop me. I will be the best. This has to happen for me. I have to many missed oppurtunites. Its time i start taking this seriously. And third. I might drop this specific blog. And make a gaming blog. A blog i will update when i see something cool. Or maybe keep both and keep the other one for gaming or anything within that nature. Next is get serious about this school stuff. Until recently i thought i was serious, but idk i feel weird. I need to get out of this jc business quick and on to becoming a doctor. Idk how all this will play out, but i ahve a good friends and fam, they'll help me out for sure.