The A Train

Semester almost over!

2011-05-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

Dam semester is almost over!!!!! too bad i feel lazier than ever HAHAHAHAHA ah man. Last night. put it this way. i was with nap,ralf,and ameen. Long story short we did not sleep at all. Drove back to our housees. got home at 7. went to sleep at noon and woke up at 4. been a blur of laziness but! w/e das gone by. I think im going to kickback, watch tv with my brother and niece, and download a bunch of musik onto my itunes since i have no musik. If theres any musik i should download HOLLA AT YO BOY!

Three peat gone =/

2011-05-08T21:58:00.000-07:00

OOO lakeshow =( . I still cannot believe the Lakers went out like that! It was a pretty sad thing, they were playing like shit, while Dallas was playing excellent. Regardless, we will come back next year. Whether they didn't practice enough or maybe there was some sort of drama in the locker room. We will come back next season and take it!!

Blast from the past on Xbox live

2011-04-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

So on Tuesday i was on my Xbox for the first time in a while. I use to play ALOOOOOOOT as alot of people know but now im in school so there is almost no time. Anyways i got a random message from someone and it turned out to be an old friend Evan. I use to play with this kid, his brother, and his uncle. They were the first people i met on xbox live when i was 16. From there he invited me to a party which has my other friend David (Evan's uncle). I hadnt heard from David in almost a year when he went through some heavy shit with his family. Then after that came Jammer who ihavent talked to in more than a year! Anyways before we started playing we each shared what has happened. My eyes were wide open when i kept hearing the stories. SO much has happened. Some good things, some bad things. It made me think about how the things that are bugging me in my life, can't even compare to what they went through. While we were still talking the game started. We automatically switched back to game mode. From there we were having so much fun that we forgot about all the things we were talking about. It then reminded me about when i was 16, and i was playing with these guys on a daily basis, there was not one care in the world, we had nothing but fun, us strangers who had never met each other, became a team, a family, friends for life. Brought together by a love that will never die, the love for video games.

P.s. i had to write this in four minutes cause i had to go to school or else id go into more depth about what happened

Parents Gone

2011-04-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

BAM! Mom and Dad are gone for a week!!! ;) partY? lol who knows. maybe a kickback or someshit idk. Anyways today i had a free day!!!!!! thats why i can actually blog right now. not that i spend alot of time studying. I do however always have my books open incase i decide to look down and read something lol. Whatever works. Ah man feels good to be alone at home just do what you want. However there has been something bugging me lately, and of course when you're alone you can't help but think of things. I will fill you guys in tomorrow when i blog it. As for right now. FUCKIN LAKERS!! o man the game yesterday... i honestly thought they were going to sweep the hornets... its all good though... We'll get them wednesday. Its all about that THREE PEAT!

Feels like im in community college

2011-03-17T12:07:00.001-07:00

AHHHHHH dam alot of studying to do =/ so much for writing here everyday and making a new blog for gaming =P you have to have money to buy games. but idk. ill probably just work on this blog more. i lead a pretty interesting life and i love it. Shout outs to Mikey! love that guy

Discipline and Determination

2011-01-13T19:22:00.000-08:00

So i had a great weekend at my best friends house. he lives in an awesome place and i love the environment. while he was at school or work i would sit outside and think. or a long time everyone who knows me knows i always say o i should do this and that but yet i never do it. they're awesome ideas. but i never do anything. little by little i regret everything i never did. right now there is so much i want to do. i honestly believe alot of oppurtunities have been lost but like i always say "its never too late". this isn't a blog about like some emotional stuff. its just something that i started thinking about. only problem is i think i need some help. i need to know that the people i love are going to be there. i need them and i myself need the discipline and more determination.

fail at Round 1

2011-01-08T14:31:00.000-08:00

last night was the most horrible moment for me in my street fighter career lol. I went to round 1 and embarassed myself. i lost to everyone. and when i say i lost, i mean i got styled on! i had met so many cool people and i feel i gave off a bad impression with my game play. idk whether or not to go back and just play some more, or just quit lol! jk. if i do go back im not going to play my main character. Rufus is meant to be dangerous, i was far from that.... whats going down tonight everyone.

New Year

2011-01-03T16:18:00.000-08:00

Alright alright. New years was fuckiin awesome. had some pplz at my house and it was jsut an awesome way to bring in the new year. With the new years come new goals. Now ive never made new years resolutions, mainly because of the problems i have with broken promises. So... this year is the same however i have made goals that i plan on accomplishing. First goal is to lose 80-100 lbs this year. anything less than that and i will be disappointed. Its time for change, i aint getting any younger and well face it if things dont change ill die. Second, i been thinking alot about video games lately. THere was a time after high school where i didnt play at all. I just recently returned and i feel like my magic has some what faded. This year i plan to win back my magic, and start joining tournaments. My goal is to make a name for myself. I know i dont have a system or anything but i won't let that stop me. I will be the best. This has to happen for me. I have to many missed oppurtunites. Its time i start taking this seriously. And third. I might drop this specific blog. And make a gaming blog. A blog i will update when i see something cool. Or maybe keep both and keep the other one for gaming or anything within that nature. Next is get serious about this school stuff. Until recently i thought i was serious, but idk i feel weird. I need to get out of this jc business quick and on to becoming a doctor. Idk how all this will play out, but i ahve a good friends and fam, they'll help me out for sure.

Sunday Night & Family guy season premiere

2010-09-26T21:29:00.000-07:00

So today has been a hot ass fuckin day! but good stuff on tv. they had back to the future one and two and now im just kickin back watching family guy season premiere. idk about you guys but i am very relaxed right now cause its been a while since ive sat down to watch tv.
heres an image from like 5 minutes ago in the show

Sunday Morning and Netflix

2010-09-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

Sunday Mornings.... lol theyre all the same in a sense that i never look forward to them LMAO!! sundays make me feel weird cause you know you only have one day before the week starts and idk its jsut lame! but whatever. O!! NetfliX! is that ish!! everyone should get it goddam its awesome! but shyea time to go do hw...... i need to dress up my blog and post cooler shit... imma do that very soon i promise

aghh

2010-09-25T20:59:00.000-07:00

schools been raping me man! but other than that its all chill! i still get to kick it with my friends so fuck it its all gooooooooooood. if youre free come kick it with me tonight i aint going to be doing shit besides do hw and work on my presentation. my presentation is about the war on video games. if you want to know more about it go watch the episode of penn & teller's bullshit on video games. you'll like it for real

This Weekend

2010-08-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

Alright so this weekend was pretty dam koo. On thursday i had some friends over and yeah we had a CHILL time ;) and saturday ameen and aleef came over and like our usualy radition we went to AI and beat the crap out of everybody! and well sunday we went to jay's and then to AI overall good weekend. Now id like to write more but it'll have to wait cause im going to Universal Studios right now! peace =)

Dam been a while

2010-08-13T21:12:00.000-07:00

Dayum i haven't blogged for a while. I wanna see if i can try and blog everynight.
K well let me fill you in on what's new. So i been back in Cali since umm ive have a very good time so far for real i love it. Ummm things are going good like personally but school wise it is bullshit because i am being charged out of state. Shit it is gay and i have to pay ALOT of money upfront.... No joke. But i mean w/e if i wanna go to a university here its better i just do this for now and soon all this will pay off.

Short and SWEET

2010-05-11T06:52:00.000-07:00

K im coming home today =)))) ameen is picking me up from airport at 10:20 pm and ill be back in cali baby =)))))))

im back

2010-03-08T18:05:00.000-08:00

whats good baby im back!
im happy and what not shiiii..
for those that dont know ill be back in L.A. at 7a.m. for a whole week of chillin with my friends and family (actually the same thing) so yea man lets see if i can do this every night ill be back later off to mexico

Art Inspiration and a mini bio

2009-12-14T11:19:00.000-08:00

My inspiration from art comes from mainly 3D graphics the kinds that you see in video games. I play many video games and i always like to stop and look. I appreciate what game developers come up with because it is truly amazing. When it comes to real art one person i look up to is andy warhol. The man as crazy as he looked was an absolute genius. He crated his own art out of things that had already been done. thats kind of the way i like to be, in my graphic design art i use things that already exist in order to better in it in a way.

I was born and raised in La Puente, Ca. I lived in a valley and i was surrounded by mountains whereever i looked. Also from my house i can get a good look of sunsets. When looking at my art i think it kind of sticks out that i like to use like mountain ranges or something tall like skylines, big buildings in short. I also like the weird nonreal life colors. To me the color of a sunset is completely extraordinary so i tend to put that into my art whenever i get the chance.

WoW

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Brochure

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November, December

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June,July,August,September,October

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Jan,Feb,March,April,May

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Shirt

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Color Wheel

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A-Train Logo

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weird things

2009-11-01T20:16:00.000-08:00

So anyways things been alright lately. one thing that changed is that i think about my crush alot more often and with all honesty when i do i become happy. but um lets see. idk why but i just feel weird lately. still cant sleep comfortably, and also i think about why i dont do things and if it is too late for anything. this halloween i wanted to do something but i didnt want to do something. weird no? anyways right now i dont feel like spitting my feelings cause im scared about something, which shouldnt really matter anymore but just i think i wont say anything maybe ill continue when im more comfortable. anyways yea haha good night imma try and study and ill see what time i go to sleep. peace pplz

Oops i forgot o i cant sleep

2009-10-22T01:07:00.000-07:00

"Mayra is Beautiful", words said by Mayra lol. anyways i didnt forget about my blogs just fell asleep or something caught my attention like always. anyways school is going good so far ive done all my hw, uh i got to play my video games again. however one thing that is weird is that i been going to sleep at 1 or 2 am everyday and i dont know why. right now im like not tired. well jsut a little but not enuff to go to sleep. idk wats going on. also noises come out of my stomach and i feel a slight discomfort where my heart is. it feels likes its bubbling. anyways although i started getting happy with school,the military just doesnt let me go. idk why the reason is anymore! i do know that since ppl dont want me to go to the marines if i join the military it will be the air force, and if i do its because of the money for school that i will need when i go to med school. thats all i know so far. idk why it bugs me, wth is wrong wit me? do i need to get laid? lol! anyways ameen got his own blog today and he wrote about me lol. SORRY AMEEN IF I DIDNT MAKE IT ALL ABOUT YOU LMAO jk ill write another one for you. its jsut i skipped like a day or two and need to make up for it. anyways night pplz going to watch scrubs or something

HMM and yea

2009-10-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

so today homework stress was very unnecessary. i had a take home midterm to do and a guy from class actually took advantage of my new will in school and told me our paper was due today. little asshole lied lol. and as for my midterm i hadnt finished it and it turns out our teacher extended it.... man! im happy but fuck! i could have done other things LOL! anyways. today was koo wen i got home i talked to mayra and we want to travel to all 50 states and take pictures in every state in a way to stereotype each one LOL like texas and cactus you know all that stuff. anyways i'm surprised i haven't written about this. actually only 3 of my friends know. but i really like her.... shes very funny and beautiful and she is very wise. i like her alot but what sucks is i cannot act on my feelings. she has not only moved to texas. but she is such a great friend to me and i have alot of fun talking to her, and well i don't wanna lose that..... when she would ask me who i liked? i would say its complicated. and i still do...its only that way cause its her i like .... anyways... life... crazy.... love.... dance.... lol.... HAHA man... life has so many ups and downs. and life is crazy. /sigh..... guilt...... aHHHHH anyways i aint tired but i got a midterm peace!

This weekend

2009-10-18T23:36:00.000-07:00

So this weekend was completely random mainly just saturday. I was on the phone with my friend and well at like ten she got sleepy and i let her go. then my homie called and asked if i wanted to go for a cruise. anyways we drive for like 2 hours we eat jsut cruising. then we get some beers drink em. and were buzzed so we go to a club like at 12 or 1. i didnt expect anything but i had so much fuckin fun. we bought drinks met some ppl DANCED (i like to dance) and while iwas there dancing i realized how fun i was having and i guess with that fun my mind at the moment was telling me "see abel there is still happiness out there. i honestly had a badass time going out wit my friend. i get happy from seeing people happy. anyways my pursuit of happiness, you know im trying to recover from everything that has happened since i have come down here, is starting to look better. im trying harder in school now and im trying to take it serious, i am starting to have fun, and i am now expressing my feelings on my blog. I will for sure try to write everynight or whenever something pops up. i literally had about a million thoughts i wanted to write but this is a good sum up haha. anyways good night ppl PEACE!

Wise ppl

2009-10-17T12:35:00.001-07:00

Don't worry, be happy. - Bob Marley

We accept the love we think we deserve. - The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Holding on to anger, resentment and hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughter and the lightness in your life. - Joan Lunden

If you want your life to be more rewarding, you have to change the way you think. - Oprah Winfrey

To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act. - Anatole France

Hope is a waking dream. - Aristotle

You see things; and you say, 'Why?' But I dream things that never were; and I say, "Why not?" - George Bernard Shaw

Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them. - John Updike

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. - Ben Stein

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. - Sir Winston Churchill

These peoples words are going to be the inspiration for my new life.....
I need to grow up and love and appreciate everything i have.
I am sorry for all the people that i have wronged..... i hope everyone can forgive me for everything bad i ever did. I want to live a new life and if you are my friend or a person who has forgivin me, plz i invite you to live life with me.

i wonder...

2009-10-09T06:25:00.001-07:00

So about its going to be about 3 weeks no since everything happened. Not one day has passed were i haven't thought about her... On the bright side she came back into my life, it was like someone came back from the dead. on the negative side, there could quite possibly be someone else.. and that sucks.. I know i messed up, but i don't think it was that bad that you could completely be forgotten like that. At all times this week i just wonder at all times... did i ever really mean anything to her?.. idk its just heart breaking.. i was able to analyze everything that had happened in the end i realized i did fuck up, it was my fault, and if i could go back in time and do it over i would.. but no way that could possibly happen. im glad i learned alot from what happened, apart of me is happy (thats the part were i learned something new) and the other part is the way that i had to learn it. now that everything has passed i feel like if i was given the chance i could prove that i could make it all up to her but i highly doubt that can happen also. since the day i learned this stuff my heart just keeps saying... i want her back.... i want her back.... i want her back..... if any of my friends know me very well theyd know that i once aid ill never be all sprung on some girl.. apparently this girl meant that much that that rule didnt apply to her im not afraid to say i loved her and that i still do... im not ashamed to say that i feel like crying everyday.... the only thing that im ashamed of is that i couldnt get something that ive always wanted... to want me as much in return... i had my chance and i blew it... people says its life and i agree... but fuck that word really has gotten old on me and im sick of it... idk wats going to happen in the future.. and for right now i dont want to think about it. what is certain is that today i go home for the weekend to spend time wit the people that i love... my friends and family... i know ill have an awesome time but after that who knows.. there was much more that i wanted to write to this blog but im going o end it with these words.. i love you heather

Ahhhh Death...

2009-08-24T20:48:00.000-07:00

So I just found out from my aunt that my grandpa passed away last night. So aside from having to come to arizona, going to school only to still get charged 1000 something to here a semester, NOT to mention that when i go back to school in cali i will be charged outta state, being away from my friends, EVERYTHING my gpa has to die. he was a great man i truly knew he loved me very much. whenever he visited he brought me something. Whenever he had came to visit, if something was bugging me he always knew. i would sit down and talk to him and he would listen and help me out. I LOVED that man i really loved him. im going to miss him... ALOT. just so you know if you're my friend and you read this. i love you. you're my friend cause i chose for you to be my friend not cause i met you at school and we started hanging out nope cause you guys know i hate alot of ppl. so yea i love you guys, I LOVE MY GRANDPA great man very great man. and imma stop writing now. R.I.P GRANDPA

Back in Az

2009-08-22T17:45:00.000-07:00

So because of the drama that happened i home i basically gave my mom an option you kick my brother out, or i leave, if you're smart you will know the answer by the title of the blog. At first i was like you're a horrible mother, but then i saw her face, she looked up at me and said 'I don't want you to go now that i got you back here" (in spanish =P) then and there i sat down with her and talked. She told me she doesn't like my brother being there either but that he is her son and she couldn't possibly do it. In my mind i was like if it would have been my sister or me that pulled something like that are asses would have been kicked out. but w/e i kept listening to her and i started to feel like an asshole after a while. she really doesn't like my brother but she fears he'll do something if she tried to kick him out. she told me the house and car wil be paid off soon and then with the money she makes she'll move closer to her family over here near mexico where you can get a house built for you for about 180k which is fuckin cheap. I got that deep anger inside me like when i was little and whenever i saw my brother i wanted to beat his ass, however she told me please don't do nothing, you get out and you'll be back sooner than you think. it is kind of weird time to realize it now that im old and what not but my mom loves me LMAO!!! anyways after more mushy stuff like that she asked do you need anything for school like a laptop. i was just like =O so yeah she bought me a laptop LMAO yes if you're my friend and you read this trust me i wanted to stay but i came over here just to give my mom hope that i will finish school and be a psychiatrist. i also gave her my word that i will try.... cut down on wow or maybe it will be no more, same for video games. well not quit video games but cut it down lol cmon me quit?!?! anyways ughhh...... i GUESS i love you guys w.e too much gayness anyways WAT UP MIKEY!!! A Train blog baby!